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11月27日 我决定要好好报答她今天我做了一朵华丽丽的粉色玫瑰，悄悄的将其工工整整的摆在novia的办公桌上，以表彰这位本年度最敬业最sweet的tutor.
每次倒修课他都会给每人准备厚厚一叠笔记，比lecture的还厚；每次邮件结束都会嘱咐我们好好保重；昨儿还给我们附件发了
以下文段：
Credo: Jack Kerouac
Remember above all things, Kid, that to write is not difficult, not painful, that it comes out of you with ease, that you can whip up a little tale in no time, that when you are sincere about it, that when you want to impress a truth, it is not difficult, not painful, but easy, graceful, full of smooth power, as if you were a writing machine with a store of literature that is boundless, enormous, endless, and rich. For it is true; this is so. Do not forget it in your gloomier moments. Make your stuff warm, drive it home American-wise, don’t mind critics, don’t mind the stuffy academic theses of scholars, they don’t know what they’re talking about, they’re way off the track, they’re cold; you’re warm, you’re redhot, you can write all day, you know what you know, like Halper; you remember that, Kid, and when you feel as if you cannot write, as if it is no use, as if life is no good, read this over and realize that you can do a lot of good in this world by turning out truths like these, by spreading warmth, by trying to preach living for life’s sake, not the intellectual way, but the warm way, the way of love, the way which says: Brothers, I greet you with open arms, I accept your frailties, I offer you my frailties, let us gather and run the gamut of rich human existence. Remember, Kid, the ease, the grace, the glory, the greatness of your art; remember it, never forget. Remember passion. Do not forget, do not forsake, do not neglect. It is there, the order and the purpose; there is chaos, but not in you, not way down deep in your heart, no chaos, only ease, grace, beauty, love, greatness……Kid, you can whip a little tale, a little truth, you can mop up the floor with a little tale in no time; it is a cinch, you are the flow of smooth thrumming power, you are a writer, and you can turn out tons of it, because it is you and do not forget, Kid, do not forget yourself; save that, save that, preserve yourself; turn out those mean little old tales by the dozens, it is easy, it is grace, do it American-wise, drive it home, sell truth, for it needs to be sold. Remember, Kid, what I say to you tonight; never forget it, read this over in your gloomier moments and never, never forget……never, never, never forget……please, please, Kid please…
虽然！我觉得这段字有点小煽情，但是！我真的被感动了。 一个跑题的预感：我的simulation和simulacra最后一定可以拿A。 总之，我的破恩是：一个认真负责平易近人和蔼可亲的tutor是在太难得了！于是Novia和Jason成功卫冕了我的tutor bill的top two.
不良嗜好我睡觉的时候喜欢揉眼睛。不是说我喜欢睡觉的时候揉眼睛，而是睡觉时候的我喜欢揉眼睛，然后活生生的把自己揉醒；
或者譬如今天由于睡得太死猪导致一直到眼睛揉的剧痛无比才把意识重新召唤回来挣扎的爬起来将眼药水滴取。
再次友情咨询一下各路英雄好汉，如何治疗这个癖好。 11月19日 feel so blessed昨天做的spachetti太好吃了。我真的太有才了，完全被自己感动的不能言语。除了YSF海鲜过敏这一小插曲，真没把我吓死。WQ知道里面有乌贼和带子后立马沉下脸迅速将其带去自动贩卖机买碳酸饮料，把我弄得莫名奇妙。但当我看到YSF突然肿起来的脸后，我就知道有多严重了。。。要知道他只尝了一个指甲面积大小的汁；吓死我聊。
WQ说我要是毒死YSF他一定找我算账，亲爱的，要是我毒死YSF我一定会在你找我之前把自己先毒死，或者吃番薯把自己撑死。对的。
给MR发email准备和她约时间讨论我的Almodovar,小朋友跟我说要去马尼拉开会下周才回来。愧于学识短浅，我google了一下马尼拉，第一眼就看到“……在马尼拉哪里找中国妓女啊……”
我喷笑佐。我真是太俗了！
亲爱的上帝，我真的很爱你。谢谢你派那么多天使守在我身边，关心我呵护我；每每动情处我都会热泪盈眶。
我一定不会辜负你的殷勤期望，好好守护你给我的财富。
11月13日 要10点睡觉早上6点半手机开始唱。我任由他它唱啊唱啊，一直唱到6点58分床头边定好时的电饭锅嘀嘀嘀提醒饭煮好了的时候，我一骨碌的就起身勒！
于是我就在7点半的时候吃了第一碗咖喱饭，7点50分的时候吃了第二碗的咖喱饭，九点20的时候吃了第三碗韩国辣拌饭。
10点30分准时出门，照常迟到。
由于碳水化合物摄入充分一坐下来开始打盹，恍惚中听到老师一直在重复authenticity这个词。
这是一种诡异的感觉，每次他讲到authenticity的时候我就被莫名的从朦胧意境中被拉了出来；然之后又迅速飘回去。
所以到第一节课结束为止，我只听到了许多个authenticity。
经过一番彻底的自我检讨，第二节课我开始认真听讲。我发现认真投入的课堂有着如我梦境一般的朦胧aura。于是我又飘开了。。
说到了资产阶级，消费，个体的存在感，身份认同；资产阶级为了个体的存在感和真实性，毅然消费；虽然很多商品的表象具有欺骗性，which和
authenticity是背道而驰嘚！
我被那些艰深的语言搞得毫无耐心，我想老师的破恩大概就是：大家都爱装逼。
11月8日 It takes a great deal before you make a impromptu comeAlmodovar：我只是想煽情而已，我惹谁着谁了啊。。。
乖。
想让我来告诉你什么是失语症？
不告诉你。
生活到处都是G点，关键在于你想不想come;没有振臂一呼的气势以及誓死必come的决绝，怨念没有G点太没有出息了！
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